My time is not always precious. I’ve been through things that certain people can’t understand. They won’t understand my motives of why I did what I did but at the same time other people can completely relate. I just haven’t found anyone who is in the same position as me. I wish I could apologize to the families. It breaks my heart and I can come up with excuses but nothing can justify my actions and for that I’m sorry. I can understand if no forgiveness comes but I just need it to be known. You know who you are and I wanna thank you for coming back into my life when you did. I don’t know if I would have been here if if it wasn’t for god putting you in my paths through life. It’s been a year and you have shown me so much compassion and have not judged me. I am forever greatful for you. I just wanna make you feel as good as you make me feel. It’s hard to stay positive when your negative but I know it’s not easy so I’m here through thick and thin and I know one day all that sadness and feelings of depression will fade and there will be nothing but happiness for you.
I love you and thank you